Get to know me here
1- Who a good friend of mine is: Jonathan, Catherine, Makayla, Omega, Sabrina
2- What I hate most about myself: Overthinking a lot, worrying too much.
3- What I love most about myself: I’m weird. And funny.
4- What I’m really good at: Making people laugh.
5- What I’m really bad at: Expressing myself when I’m angry.
6- Biggest turn ons: Necks.
7- Biggest turn offs: Bad breath.
8- What I want to be when I get older: Married.
9- My relationship with my sibling(s): Meh getting better.
10- My relationship with my parents: Okay with my dad, bad with my mom.
11- My idea of a perfect date: Not feeling uncomfortable.
12- My biggest pet peeves: Bad breath, people who crack their knuckles, people in general.
13- A description of the person I like: I love him. I love his jokes, his smile the way he hugs me, the way he said “hello, my name is Jonathan” when I said “why hello there”. His kisses, the way he kisses my forehead and hand. The way he subconsciously puts his hand on my lap so I can hold it while he’s driving. The way he puts up with my smartass self at work. His dimples. His efforts to be with me. That first kiss. His romantic side, the way he writes me poems. The way he doesn’t even say hello, but says “You’re beautiful” instead. The way he says “god, you’re beautiful” or tells me I’m pretty at the most random times. His smell. His smell. His smell. How when he’s not here, half of me feels lost. The way he makes me happy. The way my friends look at us. The way they freak out on my cuteness when I talk about him. The way he shivers and gets goosebumps when I kiss his neck or his ears. That look he gives me at work when we can’t touch each other. The way he growls when he kisses my neck. The way he smells my hair. The way he rubs my back when we hug. The way I feel complete even if we just sat and talked. Bottom line is, he is the best thing that has happened to me this summer, in my whole LIFE. He makes me forget previous exes, problems, anything that makes me sad. He is addictive like a drug. I love him, and am falling long and hard for him. (I posted this on Tumblr)
14- A description of the person I dislike the most: I can’t even give this guy a fucking description. Basically his name is Abou Chelabi and he goes around like a fucking faggot and raps to himself in public as if anyone even fucking cares. I HATE him. HATEHATEHATE. I never wish death upon anyone, but I really wish he would drop the fuck dead. Talking to him is like talking to air. Fuck this now I’m getting myself angry.
15- A reason I’ve lied to a friend: I can’t remember the last time I did… I’m too blunt to lie to people.
16- Where I have lived before: Before I moved to where I live now, I used to live in a ghetto-ish place. Something bad happened to me there so then we moved.
17- A description of the family I want to have when I’m older: A normal and functional family. I vow to treat my kids the way I always wanted to be treated growing up. None of that abuse bullshit. I want to be with someone I love and I would die for. A family who will stick up for each other. No h8.
18- What my greatest achievements are: Passing high school, being alive today, failing suicide 3 times, not being a depressed emo little fuck and stopped self harming myself. Getting that job at Five Guys
19- What I hate most about school: People. Fucking ignorant selfish assholeish mean bitchy dirty people.
20- How my last kiss when down: It was long :3 And I felt my tummy tickle when he kissed me for the first time today.
21- Most embarrassing moment: My life is full of awkward moments, so honestly, they’re all on the same scale.
22- What my last text message says: What text message?
23- What words upset me the most: ”Cool story bro”, “K”, “You’re a Chinese dick riding slut”
24- What words make me the best about myself: I don’t get this quesion so I’ll say the words that best describe me: I’m not perfect. I make plenty of mistakes. My mind is an endless tunnel. I’m WEIRD and annoying and I’m a real fucking dick when I want to be.
25- A description of my self-esteem: I know I’m not ugly. I just get shy sometimes and therefore put myself down.
26- A description of my best friend: She was strong. The strongest person I ever met in my entire life. Amazing, astounding. The nicest person you could have ever met. Optimistic. Beautiful. Charming and sweet. She always thought about others before herself. Laughed at every moment possible. Made my days so much effing brighter. She was like my second family. I can’t go on because I feel like crying.
27- The reason behind my last break up: I honestly don’t know. Main reason was that we were just two very different people.
28- My favourite songs right now: Drops of Jupiter, by Train.
29- A wish that I’ve wished for repeatedly on 11:11: True love. That wish came true.
30- An internal conflict I have with myself: I have this thing where I think I have bipolar. My mood swings set me off, I get too angry sometimes. Idk.. I’m trying to better myself every day. I guess my internal conflict is, is just overthinking everything. Because in the end, that’s what sets me off.
31- The meanest thing anyone has ever said to me: I’ve been told a LOT of mean things. Know why? They’re scared of someone who throws the truth in their faces like a bucket of ice water. Fucks given? Zero, bro.
32- The sweetest thing anyone has ever said to me: Every word Jonathan says to me. Every one of them.
